just tired

ok so for the past 3 years i have been seeing the same GI doc for my Cp. No testing nothing but here are your pills for each meal and see you pcp doc for your pain meds. Oh and see ya next year. I am so tried of being treated like that and even more after having to drive 2 hours to see her.

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After Glow

I'd like the memory of me
to be a happy one.
I'd like to leave an afterglow
of smiles when life is done.
I'd like to leave an echo
whispering softly down the ways,
of happy times and laughing times
and of bright and sunny days.
I'd like the tears of those
who grieve,
to dry before the sun
of happy memories that
I leave behind
when life is done.
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Prayers goes out to his family

Patrick Swayze dies at 57

LOS ANGELES – Patrick Swayze, the hunky actor who danced his way into moviegoers' hearts with "Dirty Dancing" and then broke them with "Ghost," died Monday after a battle with pancreatic cancer. He was 57.

"Patrick Swayze passed away peacefully today with family at his side after facing the challenges of his illness for the last 20 months," said a statement released Monday evening by his publicist, Annett Wolf. Swayze died in Los Angeles, Wolf said, but declined to give further details.

This really scares me...20 months after he was told that he had it......Im really freaked out more and more that my pancrease problems will turn into this....... I don't want to go out that way wilting in front of my family..............Ok maybe i need some hormones.........